Posted on February 2, 2014
People keep saying “oh you’re so optimistic” or “you’re amazing” and things along that line…”Inspiring”
I don’t know, I guess I have never seen myself that way. I realize now that yes, I do have a really good attitude about everything. It flatters me, but sometimes I feel like because that’s how they see me, that I have to always be that way.
Of course I have those days that are hard and I just can’t be bothered to try hard. I always do, try hard I mean, but like everyone, I have those days where it’s hard. Everyone is being so supportive, but sometimes you just want everyone to go away because its like “No, you don’t understand, you just don’t. You try to, and you want to, but you never really will.”
I do love when I get all of this support from people, and people see me as a positive, happy go lucky girl, but just know that I can be down and negative sometimes, too.