All my life I have wanted to do something that means something. I always have had this thought in the back of my mind that I will be gone off of this Earth a little too early for my taste. But I guess that\u2019s the same with anyone. I have always wanted to be remembered after I die, not just as Liz, but the girl Liz who did something wonderful and amazing that inspired many\u2026 I guess that\u2019s why I started this whole thing, but the truth is I don\u2019t know how to be meaningful. I think of people like Eva Markvoort who have made a significantly large impact on my life, my decisions, and me and hope that one day I could be put in the same league as her. Although I doubt I can or anyone can or will ever be able to compare me to her.
\nOne problem is I am not very good at anything. I have been told all of my life that I am a really good singer, and I love to sing, but lately that\u2019s been harder to do with these new lungs\u2026 I guess I just need to practice more. It\u2019s funny, you\u2019d think new lungs would have made it easier, but since before I so much air trapped in the bottom of my lungs and it took a long time to empty them I could hold a note for a long time. I didn\u2019t need to learn air control because it just was how I breathed anyway. Lucky for me that part came pretty easily for me, almost naturally, but the higher notes are a little funky because my vocal chords act like they aren\u2019t in sync with my lungs. Other than that I can\u2019t really do anything. I paint and draw, but it\u2019s never really very good unless I have a picture to emulate. I write a lot, but maybe it\u2019s just me, but I just don\u2019t find it very meaningful, or extremely good for that matter. I guess one thing I am good at is breathing. I don\u2019t know what I can do for people to become a meaningful person to people other than family and friends. I want strangers to be inspired. I want everyone to be inspired.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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